Acknowledge your fears

YouTube video from Dauchsy’s channel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUvs99JUm0M

Subconscious fears cause anxiety, depression,  anger and illness.
Ignoring fears doesn’t make them go away. If we don’t acknowledge they will manifest themselves.
Once you make them conscious and remove the fears and replace them with loving thoughts, your life will start to improve.

Meditation

Relax the body and mind.
Deep breath and release
Sink into a comfortable position
This time is for you only, so let go off any worries.
Feel any areas of tension in the body and breath into them. Release the tension.
Allow yourself to let go and release the tension that holds you down.
Sink deep into the realm of your subconscious mind.
Become aware of the thoughts that come and go. Let go of all the thoughts.
No need to remember or think. Let them fade away.
Take deep breath in and breath out.
Let go of any thoughts that keep you in the physical reality.
Feel the deep comfort and go into the subconscious mind.
Your true spirit, your desires will surface
No need to hide them
What do you desire most, see it and feel it.
Money, love, beauty, significance or success
Source of this desire is the deep seated fear or the complete opposite happening to you.
This fear is blocking you from manifesting your desire.
Acknowledge the fears that have been running your life.
Release them from the body now.
Release so they can no longer control your life.
Have a new look at your desires, what do you truly want
Visualise it, feel it, see it now as if it’s happening right now for you.
They are now manifesting in your waking life.
I am free to manifest my true desires.
I accept love into my life
I replace doubt with confidence.
I can see my desires manifesting in my life now
I acknowledge my fears, so I can let them go.
I let go of fear and accept abundance
I am a conscious being, aware and aware
I am grateful for all the good I attract in my life.
I am manifesting my dream life

A life where I have time to meditate, make music and teach it to others, grow garden, do yoga, cook food and share with  family and friends. I have a clean house with swimming pool, walk to the beach in cosy weather and have a swim.
I have time to enjoy the nature, the moon, the waves, the sand, the salty air, the clouds, the green grass, the mountains, the beauty in nature.

I accept love and have confidence that I am on the right path.
I let go of fear and accept abundance.
I am a conscious being. I am awake and aware.
I am grateful for all the good that I attract.
I am manifesting my dream life and following my true desires.
I am free to manifest my true desires.
I am manifesting now.
I remove fear and accept love into my life.
I replace doubt with confidence.
I deserve to manifest my desires.

anklet and giving birth

I saw someone had anklet on. I noticed it had too many bells. It wasn't my ankle. I was questioning the need fo so many bells.

Meaning- anklet = confidence. Too many bells = over confidence

Applies to my work situation. 

Today, I saw I was about to give birth and was looking for a safe place to do so amongst the difficult circumstances where my father had died due to namtodes and my mother wanted m for something. Yes, I am looking for a new life and job. I wish I didn't need to but that's the safest option.

Necklace dream

I dreamt that I found a shiny necklace, not expensive but very pretty; in my drink. I already had matching jewellery bits to go with it. It was bluey green with silver metal bits on each bead. Not expensive but very attractive. I put it on and there was a parade of some kind coming towards my direction, in the distance. My be it was a wedding parade with musical instruments playing.
"Dreams about wearing or been given a necklace might represent your belief in the direction of your life path and your commitment to pursue it. If you dreamed about a necklace made of cheap and low value materials, such a dream might signify acquiring wealth which won’t satisfy your needs and desires."
1 Jan, who I saw this old post, I now understand what this dream was trying to tell me. I shouldn't have taken up the offer of higher duties.
https://mydreamsymbolism.com/dreams-about-necklace-meaning-and-interpretation/

Lots of doormats -dream

I saw three lots of brand new doormats left in front of my house, as much as over 50 in a pile. My husband didn't want me to have them but I was thinking of keeping them to sell later.
Then I saw two very large tables abandoned with one leg not stable. The table was too large to move but I wanted to cut the unstable leg with beautiful carving and keep it in my house as a decoration.
I wonder if doormats are complaints I have against people and large table was the department I work for. The broken leg is the vacant position that I am interested in to acquire.

Raven dream - plans delayed

I saw a raven dream second time and I can confirm that it always means disaster, misfortune or delay in your plans. I had organised annual festival for local ladies. The program was to happen on the coming Sunday. I received a call on Monday that the hall has been double booked, so our booking had to be cancelled. Now I have to convey this message to 250 ladies that I do not have contact details for. I hope they see it on the event page and orally convey the message to others.

Face turned the other way

Two days after the dream of my hair being pulled, I had the dream that someone was looking to left and suddenly the face turned the other way. The person I felt it was, was the lady who had my leave approval in her hands. It surprised me to see her hair done up in a short pony tail. Currently, she  doesn't do that hair style but I knew unmistakably that it was her. I wasn't sure what turning the face in the other direction would mean for me.
Apparently she was dead set to reject my request but when I gave her additional reasons why I wanted to take up the new job despite the inconvenience of two hour travel each day and an hourly rate cut to my pay, she changed her mind within the 10 minute conversation. I had previously given that information to her but she hadn't taken much notice but when I mentioned the same again with specific names and the extent of the issue I face, she immediately realised why it was best for her as a leader of the organisation to find a resolution and what I was proposing was a benificial step for all. 

Dream -Someone was pulling my hair

I wanted to start meditation to get some guidance as to weather this new job offer is good for me or not and weather I should accept it or not and straight away I felt someone pulling my hair. I felt uneasy and tried focusing again and felt the same again, so I stopped right there and started surfing the internet instead.

Pulling hair means someone is going to try forcing me to step back rather than forward. I am anticipating hiccups in getting my leave without pay approved from the current employer.