Friday, September 5, 2008

Chopped hand, grew new but shorter hands

This was the weardest and traumatising dream. Someone chopped my mum's one hand. I was screaming complaining how dare they treat my mum like this but she wasn't complaining. She tried to pursuade me that it was all OK because she ended up with two new hands. I was worried that she didn't deserve to go through the trauma of someone chopping her hand and also that the two new hands were shorter than the original hands.

Regardless of her cool attitude, I was furious at the man who did this to my mother. So I took my mother and went to this guy and asked him why did he do this to her. he told me that mum had an illegitimate baby girl with this man while she was married to my dad. He was taking revenge for her daughter.

A lot of other things happened in between. My husbands cousin came in a 4WD and after talking to me, she picked up a blanket from the ground and drove off. I later found out that the blanket didn't belong to her but to my real middle sister-in-laws son. I was disgusted at her untrustworth behaviour.

Then I saw all the Indian people of my village were having sweets. I wanted those sweets but didn't get served, while everyone else did. Then I took my little two children to the rough steep hill and coming down was really dangerous. I had the girl in my arms and was draging the boy down carefully, trying not to fall and slid far down into the blue water. A boy (my husband?) dived straight down from the top of the rough hill into the calm blue ocean. It was too far down and he wasn't scared at all. I didn't want to fall or get hurt, so I came slowly down.