Tuesday, February 18, 2020

p-io-atis- lif- b-fo-- wo-k

Th new genation is teaching the x-gen lesson of life we needed. My son saves his money and goes on a tip to anothe county like it was the city next doo. Saving up fo a motgage o the next popety is not the mission, living life is. Life is a sum of expeinces we have, not the amount of wealth we c-eate.
When we stat ou lif afte uni, we stat focusing on ou ca-ee-. The ladde that we want to climb keeps us lu-ing and we keep getting busie without -ealising that we hav spent 20 ye-s climbing the ladde 
Thats when the mid-life c-isi bell -ings and we find ou-selves empty. Pockets full but hea-ts empty. The passion fo caee dies when we don't balance life because we find ouselves too busy at wok. The-e is no time fo anything else. Othe things will tak pio-ity if we don't consciously giv pioity to ou othe passions.
What a you- five passions?
Tavel, Gadening, Binge watching Netflix, make youtube videos and post on you- channl, wite poety, join dance o yoga class, do painting, Natu-e photogaphy, cycling, swimming, beach-buming
How oftn do you indulg youself in these activities and how long fo-?
Have you- passions changed ove- the yea-s? What caused the change? 
CHANGe is the SPICe of LIFe. Don't change pa-tne-s, change focus. -efocus you- life. hang pioities eve-y 10 yea-s and yet,  can't pomise that mid-life cisis will not hit you. It's a pa=t of g-owing up. It's a phase of life that is unavoidable. The only thing about it you can change is it's impact. 
Lea-n th tools fo self--eflection. Ask you-self, what makes th spa-k come back in my life these days? A the-e things that a-e no longe- making me happy anymo-e? Should I stop doing those and -eplace thos with the things that make me smile and light my fi-e.
Saying is easie- than doing, especially when, it's changing ca-ee- that we a talking about. Be mindful that changing oganisation is not changing ca-ee-. 
Ask youself - what do I need, a chang of oganisation o change of ca-ee-? Whats my plan about gaing nw skills in o-de- to su-vive financially? Wishing in you head is not going to change anything unless you ve-balise you- desi-e and take action to implement change and be able to handle change.
May be all you need is a long se-vice leave but its highly unlikely th full solution. What you need is the cou-age to change. To muste- up couage to change you- life is not easy, but may be the necessa-y missing link.

Monday, February 10, 2020

left over food and tea

sharing with sister / female friend - (helping someone, relationship)
line of fire , unknowingly came protection for sikhs with weapons ready to fight an expected enemy. Asked for coffee in exchange and to agree to be in the line of fire.
(temple langar sawa for relative) Looking for food - looking for job

Dream - Hungry Pet Lion of my sister was worrying me as one dog was outside with the lion. I was worried if he would eat the dog or attack me if I went out to feed it. As I looked for food and found dahl on the floor, the lion wasn't there but instead two snakes were tapping their face on the ground violently demanding food. One of the snakes was injured with a cut in the belly and I was thinking to myself, if this much dahl is not enough, why doesn't it take the dahl of the other snake who is not going to survive anyway.
(Court case)

I was wearing an apron that looked very pretty on me as if I was wearing a very nice dress and wanted to take my photo for facebook. Next. I saw four peeled uncooked potatoes in a bowl. Apron is commitment and peeled potatoes humiliation that one doesn't deserve. (Work and jobs)