Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Driving in wrong direction, Baby pigeon dying

I was driving the car in the wrong direction. I intended to be able to turn around and start driving in the right  direction again. I parked the car on the grass on the side of the road waiting to turn in the right direction. I had to get in the car and I couldn't fit in my own car. It took me a while to squeeze myself in. As I got in, I saw a father pigeon was feeding his baby. I got upset thinking why the baby wasn't feeding itself. Then I noticed the baby hands, which wh
ere human baby hands had very tight cooking gloves and it couldn't pick up anything with those hands. So I quickly took them off. By this stage the baby was unconscious. It now looked like a chinese baby. As I tried to put water in its mouth, I saw the lips had disappeared from the face. I still put some water and slowly they reappeared and the baby started to move the facial muscles a bit. Then I dipped baby's head in the pool of milk, face up. I saw the milk going in from his nose. I quickly pulled the face out to see if the baby was still alive. I started praying for its life in my heart but stopped immediately thinking if it was a good life (a pigeon's life) to be in or should I let him go and be born as someone else while I was screaming, "Jeevan, Jeevan" in panic.

Yesterday, I saw the dream that I was driving my husbands 4WD  and had stopped in the wrong lane at the lights. To go in the right lane, I put the gearstick in the reverse but soon I couldn't change the geastick back in the 1st gear. My vehicle started going back faster and faster. I couldn't stop it. As I put my hand on the gear-stick again, I couldn't even reach it as the stick had become longer and gone out of my reach.

We are looking to buy a cafe business these  days and are about to sign the contract for 4 years. I believe all these dreams mean that it not the right direction for us.