Dreams concur reality

It’s 4am. I was woken up by a disturbing dream. I was driving my husbands new four wheel drive and my son was sitting with me. We were going to the hat head caravan park. It was a little difficult to get to the parking spot but I successfully managed it. When it was time to get out of the parking and drive back home, I noticed the storm water was running vigorously on the unmade road where I had driven in from. I started going on back on the same path but suddenly saw an area where the soil had slipped further down and I anticipated that I would be stuck if I continued. So, I quickly turned the vehicle towards the side instead of continue driving on the path with Stormwater running.
My vehicle tilted and landed on its side. While I was relieved the my vehicle didn’t get eroded by the storm water and I was sitting outside the vehicle, it still wasn’t safe. My leg had come under the vehicle and I was struggling to hold the vehicle from being pushed towards the stormwater due to slippery area the vehicle and I landed in. Now I noticed my husband was sitting by my side. Somehow, in the process my son had come off the vehicle and was standing too close to a vehicle that was one of the many standing still on the unmade path with danger of being eroded anytime soon.
I felt frustrated as I looked at my husband who wasn’t helping in stopping the vehicle being eroded and said to at least remove my child from standing too close to the vehicles and on an unsteady surface that could get washed away any minute.
Next, within the dream, I was woken up from the noise of a white fella riding his bike up and down the hill adjacent to the temple car park. I kept watching as now the temple granthi/ priest was riding his vehicle making the squeaky noise at 1:30am trying to learn how to ride while a bus load of people arrived at the temple to stay the night.
Next, I came back inside the house from the park. I heard the pressure cooker making constant noise. I realised then that I had forgotten about the dhal I had put on while I had been wandering outside. I quickly took the plug off cautiously while trying to let the two dogs go that we’re tied to the same area where the plug for the pressure cooker was. Only one dog had come off while the other just sat there unconcerned of the noises of the pressure cooker.
I was disappointed with myself for I had  overcooked the dhal while my husband had gone outside to rescue someone else’s son and bring him home while they couldn’t do it. I looked at my son who had been sitting in school clothes all this time hearing the pressure cooker noises and was sleepy. I wished my son could have turned the cooker off as he was there but soon scraped that thought knowing that it was beyond his capacity to understand and take such action. I felt sad that he had been sitting neglected while I was outside. I felt frustrated that despite my effort to cook something before he returned from school, I didn’t have any dhal to feed him.  I poured some water on his head and back asking him to have a shower before he goes to sleep for 4 hours to cool down the stress he had been through.
Yesterday was the day of submitting first affidavit to finalise the court case. We have already paid a hefty amount to them for nothing. It’s a money making scandal that we got caught in. Alas, I will have nothing left in my bank as security for my down Syndrome child to live on. I am not in such good health and spirit as I use to be in. Neither is my husband the same man that was young and energetic. What a time to transfer all our hard earned bank balance to a billionaire scandler. I am sorry my child, I couldn’t protect and keep my savings for you.

Offered smaller shirt

I was wearing a nice satin royal purple blouse with a skirt. Some said that I look like a bitch in this blouse and I should change into a different shirt. I agreed to change but when I looked, thy had handed me a child's size singlet. There was no way I could fit in that shirt, so I changed my mind and told them so. I then put the same blouse back on to cover my body.

Then I dreamt that some male college student was making a call to another male teacher, threatening to report them that they raped/ assaulted someone. Some middle aged female teacher was worried about her reputation, so she went into another female teachers class and was waiting to request to speak to her victim student to persuade her to not speak out but another female had got in line ahead of her. She also requested to speak to the victim student ahead of this perpetrator and took her by the arm away from her to tell her to be not scared of telling the truth.
I was standing behind watching the whole scene unfold.

p-io-atis- lif- b-fo-- wo-k

Th new genation is teaching the x-gen lesson of life we needed. My son saves his money and goes on a tip to anothe county like it was the city next doo. Saving up fo a motgage o the next popety is not the mission, living life is. Life is a sum of expeinces we have, not the amount of wealth we c-eate.
When we stat ou lif afte uni, we stat focusing on ou ca-ee-. The ladde that we want to climb keeps us lu-ing and we keep getting busie without -ealising that we hav spent 20 ye-s climbing the ladde 
Thats when the mid-life c-isi bell -ings and we find ou-selves empty. Pockets full but hea-ts empty. The passion fo caee dies when we don't balance life because we find ouselves too busy at wok. The-e is no time fo anything else. Othe things will tak pio-ity if we don't consciously giv pioity to ou othe passions.
What a you- five passions?
Tavel, Gadening, Binge watching Netflix, make youtube videos and post on you- channl, wite poety, join dance o yoga class, do painting, Natu-e photogaphy, cycling, swimming, beach-buming? 
How oftn do you indulg youself in these activities and how long fo-?
Have you- passions changed ove- the yea-s? What caused the change? 
CHANGe is the SPICe of LIFe. Don't change pa-tne-s, change focus. -efocus you- life. hang pioities eve-y 10 yea-s and yet,  can't pomise that mid-life cisis will not hit you. It's a pa=t of g-owing up. It's a phase of life that is unavoidable. The only thing about it you can change is it's impact. 
Lea-n th tools fo self--eflection. Ask you-self, what makes th spa-k come back in my life these days? A the-e things that a-e no longe- making me happy anymo-e? Should I stop doing those and -eplace thos with the things that make me smile and light my fi-e.
Saying is easie- than doing, especially when, it's changing ca-ee- that we a talking about. Be mindful that changing oganisation is not changing ca-ee-. 
Ask youself - what do I need, a chang of oganisation o change of ca-ee-? Whats my plan about gaing nw skills in o-de- to su-vive financially? Wishing in you head is not going to change anything unless you ve-balise you- desi-e and take action to implement change and be able to handle change.
May be all you need is a long se-vice leave but its highly unlikely th full solution. What you need is the cou-age to change. To muste- up couage to change you- life is not easy, but may be the necessa-y missing link.

left over food and tea

sharing with sister / female friend - (helping someone, relationship)
line of fire , unknowingly came protection for sikhs with weapons ready to fight an expected enemy. Asked for coffee in exchange and to agree to be in the line of fire.
(temple langar sawa for relative) Looking for food - looking for job

Dream - Hungry Pet Lion of my sister was worrying me as one dog was outside with the lion. I was worried if he would eat the dog or attack me if I went out to feed it. As I looked for food and found dahl on the floor, the lion wasn't there but instead two snakes were tapping their face on the ground violently demanding food. One of the snakes was injured with a cut in the belly and I was thinking to myself, if this much dahl is not enough, why doesn't it take the dahl of the other snake who is not going to survive anyway.
(Court case)

I was wearing an apron that looked very pretty on me as if I was wearing a very nice dress and wanted to take my photo for facebook. Next. I saw four peeled uncooked potatoes in a bowl. Apron is commitment and peeled potatoes humiliation that one doesn't deserve. (Work and jobs)

turnip and copper

I was cutting up turnip to eat.
turnips
To see turnips growing, denotes that your prospects will brighten, and that you will be much elated over your success. To eat them is a sign of ill health. To pull them up, denotes that you will improve your opportunities and your fortune thereby

In th next dream , I saw a copper drinking glass.
To dream of copper, denotes oppression from those above you in station.

I am currently not well and having time off work.

Acknowledge your fears

YouTube video from Dauchsy’s channel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUvs99JUm0M

Subconscious fears cause anxiety, depression,  anger and illness.
Ignoring fears doesn’t make them go away. If we don’t acknowledge they will manifest themselves.
Once you make them conscious and remove the fears and replace them with loving thoughts, your life will start to improve.

Meditation

Relax the body and mind.
Deep breath and release
Sink into a comfortable position
This time is for you only, so let go off any worries.
Feel any areas of tension in the body and breath into them. Release the tension.
Allow yourself to let go and release the tension that holds you down.
Sink deep into the realm of your subconscious mind.
Become aware of the thoughts that come and go. Let go of all the thoughts.
No need to remember or think. Let them fade away.
Take deep breath in and breath out.
Let go of any thoughts that keep you in the physical reality.
Feel the deep comfort and go into the subconscious mind.
Your true spirit, your desires will surface
No need to hide them
What do you desire most, see it and feel it.
Money, love, beauty, significance or success
Source of this desire is the deep seated fear or the complete opposite happening to you.
This fear is blocking you from manifesting your desire.
Acknowledge the fears that have been running your life.
Release them from the body now.
Release so they can no longer control your life.
Have a new look at your desires, what do you truly want
Visualise it, feel it, see it now as if it’s happening right now for you.
They are now manifesting in your waking life.
I am free to manifest my true desires.
I accept love into my life
I replace doubt with confidence.
I can see my desires manifesting in my life now
I acknowledge my fears, so I can let them go.
I let go of fear and accept abundance
I am a conscious being, aware and aware
I am grateful for all the good I attract in my life.
I am manifesting my dream life

A life where I have time to meditate, make music and teach it to others, grow garden, do yoga, cook food and share with  family and friends. I have a clean house with swimming pool, walk to the beach in cosy weather and have a swim.
I have time to enjoy the nature, the moon, the waves, the sand, the salty air, the clouds, the green grass, the mountains, the beauty in nature.

I accept love and have confidence that I am on the right path.
I let go of fear and accept abundance.
I am a conscious being. I am awake and aware.
I am grateful for all the good that I attract.
I am manifesting my dream life and following my true desires.
I am free to manifest my true desires.
I am manifesting now.
I remove fear and accept love into my life.
I replace doubt with confidence.
I deserve to manifest my desires.

anklet and giving birth

I saw someone had anklet on. I noticed it had too many bells. It wasn't my ankle. I was questioning the need fo so many bells.

Meaning- anklet = confidence. Too many bells = over confidence

Applies to my work situation. 

Today, I saw I was about to give birth and was looking for a safe place to do so amongst the difficult circumstances where my father had died due to namtodes and my mother wanted m for something. Yes, I am looking for a new life and job. I wish I didn't need to but that's the safest option.